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2009-01-01T00:05:00.002+08:00

w-o.blogspot.com
to welcome 2009 in a special way!
hahas, may all have happiness ,
health and joy(:
with loves~

2008-12-31T23:31:00.002+08:00

happy new year!
2009~
2008 would be a great experience for me,
really, many events happened like, sajc canoeing post x'mas party,
canoeing graduating party/bbq, trgs and stuff.
i'm like so exciting for events of 2009
its 1135, 25 mins to 2009!
omg and hereby i announce the opening of my 2009
blog! hahas, not now but later at 1200(:
off for tv first(:

2008-12-30T12:17:00.002+08:00

merry christmas

miss santa

utra kids'

gui lian~

w.binglun

binghan

binghong

w.binghan

2008-12-25T19:07:00.004+08:00

hohohos~
going out soon, shall have a quick update
yest was xmas eve, celebrated w.uncles, aunties,
kids, and BABIES! hahas, shall upload pics
when my phone has batt,
i just so wish to chnge my phone,
due to the wires prob, and lucky my mum
uses the same type models as mine so i can
cope her batt ._. thats so zzz~
watch mid-night movie too, twilight~
nice movie , i think i shldnt have any
expectations so every movie would be nice~
probably~ lol
went home and slept till ard 6~
and i'm going out now~
ciaosssss

santa~ where's mine?

2008-12-23T23:34:00.003+08:00

hohos~
just came back from work,
i had a pleasant day at work
today(:
as there was a bunch of
foreigners coming over at
grandpa's shp. japnese& probably
frm the states, i had fun serving
them(: i hope they too enjoyed
themselves~ (hahas)
&they are so fasinated about the
green tea, lol.

but whn i'm back home surfing the net,
theres irritating ppl coming to
spoil my mood, luckily i'm still able
to keep my cool~
chalet tmr, it's better be a good one!
or i'll just go off and meet my girls
no matter where they're (lol)

ALRIGHTS

MERRY X'MAS to all~ (:(:

2008-12-23T14:59:00.002+08:00

worthwhile-
it's something very contradicting~
to do something that's worthwhile
is like you've got to be very
discipline, which means that
everything to be done no matter
whether you like it or not, you've
got to complete it.
but you can too enjoy yourself yet doing
things that are worthwhile.
okay i shld stop. (lol)

hais~ n's results are out, and up next
it's the o's.
feelings ain't last yr when we're still
in a holiday mood where we don't even
care, like we'll confirm get over the hurdle
but for o's i dont have as much confidence,
but nevertheless no point worrying as
everything has already past and we could
just face the reality. if i manage to get
what i've wanted, i would promise myself
that i wouldnt every make the stupid mistake
i've ever ever made!

christmas is coming in 2 days time~ (woos)
hope the chalet wouldnt be a bore (lol)
shall find lots of activities to play~

& just had trg @bedok.
i don't detest k2 but just i feel that i
i don't suit, but mrsgn says it's
because of the entry of my paddle
talking about paddle, i have a wierd feeling
that every paddle i'm taking doesn't suits me
or i dont suits the paddle, like it's too long~
(lol) and back to what he says, or i shld sit
at the back, hahas. that's what i wanted
but as xinyi doesn't have a front partner
i'm rowing with her, and he said sometimes
also must row some other boats. hahs. i'm
so happy hearing this, (lol) i so feel like taking
a k4 lahs~ i shall have the chance next time
when i go back damai(hahas)
i saw jiaolian, but i thought he's away for holiday,
but his there for trg, ??? (lol) probably going
at night bahs. i think jiaolian is nice, but in
fact he's always nice, (lol) he saw me and ask me
whether i want to row nelo can ask deon for help,
see. hahs, so nice of him~
irene is so hardworking~ impressive.
probably it's determinations~

okays, what a long post~ (lol)
working to night~
and i can't wait for all the gatherings i'm
having lahs~ alrights, that's all for now (:

2008-12-21T07:12:00.003+08:00

yawns~

7.15am in the morning~

have decided temporarily

not to attend db trainings,

cos i'm seriously tired off

after trgs, & the first thing

i do when i reach home is

just dropping dead on my

bed till dinner ._.

found ways to sustain the

speed of boat but i know

it wouldnt last forever,

have to keep on improving

myself whether it's is on

technics or whatever so.

HAPPY BDAY DADDY!

(i can't upload any pics._.)

but nevertheless you're the

greatest! lovesss~

still a long day ahead~

alrights, probably back to bed(:

2008-12-18T15:43:00.002+08:00

): because i'm still having sun burnt
& it's twice as its yesterday's plus
todays ._.
): + (: because i'm rowing very slowly~
due to the wind, but it shldnt be the case
if i were stronger~
but happy as i'm still able to catch up
with some but not eventually~
super zzz
shld read up on how i'm gonna catch up
my strength and stuff~
ciaossssssss

2008-12-17T20:34:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time since i had last updated~
kind of busy~
cos it's either i'm trg/slp
hahas~
&&&
i have been burnt by the nasty sun today~
like haven been burnt since the very last time
we went to sentosa~
._.
with blisters & aches & burnts on the arm
and hands~

trg at SA is very diff~ probably that's the diff
btw secsch and jc.
but probably i had not trained for a long time
or what, i feel that i'm not improving
after two trgs~
but anw, just after today's trg i've turn black
AGAIN, i repeat, as black during seasons time~
omg~ i can't imagine trg everyday~

but anw i so happy~ hahas.
clara is asking me out. hohos.
i think it's been kind of a long time since we have
been going out~

2008-12-03T01:43:00.003+08:00

2dec already~ i think in a blinks eye
1jan would just be there(zzz)
like so fast, you would even have to think whats next
like so ohmygod~
and like if i join sa i will have to train hard for april's comp
but if i'm going poly, i still have time to think for
the school and courses i would want to enter,
gosh~ i so hope i could get o's result soon,
but still i'm afraid of what i'm going to get.
but anw, i had fun today with my girls.
like it's been time since we had taken neops.
hahas. looking through all the picts that we have taken
i realise that i had different hairstyles after sometime (lol)
i bet if i'm going to cut my hair the two girls would say
you go and cut your hair again arhs, (hahas)
time flies very quickly~5 years in DamaiSec already.
couldn't see anything ahead.
coughing like hell now. shall get to my bed liaos, nights world!

2008-11-23T22:45:00.002+08:00

having regatta @cquay for the pass few days~
gained much experiences for the pass.
but kind of tired, awws. hahahs/
quite shoik for the last few match though we didnt
managed to get any medals.

i bet you ppl gonna miss me, hahas.
going off to genting/kl for the next four days.
hope it would not be a disappointing one~

that was a memorable one.
i know you're kind of sad,
but theres still many chances.
but i'mstill kind of blur~ lol
dont understand~ like so no link~
hahas.

2008-11-18T23:22:00.002+08:00

after o's liaos seem so switch off.
sians, no motivation to do anything,
eat, slp , comp, etc.
no drive~
and it isnt like n's when everyones' so so
free ._.
sian lahs.
probabbly preparing for their up coming
lifes or endeavours~
best wishes(:
very very tired._.
sometimes i feel like sleeping the whole day through
manz~ but somehow rather something is always bothering me
._.
bro is taking is psle results soon~
good luck dude~
hahas.

happy birthday jess!
so sorry wasnt able to attend on th 17.
so so sorry. but still hope you've enjoyed
yourself ehs.

alrightss~ nothing much liaos, chaoos!

2008-11-14T06:15:00.001+08:00

woos~ woke at 4.30am ._.
by my mum for breakfast at maxwell.
hahas, i was like joking yest, but they really
believe lol, so we went~

知道有那么难吗?
really dont understand~
那为甚么眼泪知道.
really really dont understand~
it'sm 7.49am liaos~ it's gonna be along day ahead~
update later(: chaos!

2008-11-12T19:39:00.002+08:00

after o's doing nothing is super mundane ._.
but sat have to start working. at least better
slacking at home is zzzzz to the max~
i cant wait to go genting, but i hope it doesnt rain.
alrightssssssssssssss.
goodbye world!

2008-11-12T01:13:00.002+08:00

lastweekends/ sheena's chalet
sat sun mon @eastc.
sat went there and went home,
played w/kids
sun went there in the afternoon
went arcade w/bro first damn funny
&i caught soft toy. 1st time in my life (:
then went to the chalet ton till monday
walks to mac, shelter, restaurant..
w/benny& zt.
the after that played bowling then
arcade, i caught toys again! hahas.
then back home & slp till morning.
exams~
yeah! last paper liao~
can enjoy till siao(:
alrights nothing much. byes

2008-11-09T02:29:00.002+08:00

my bro is crazy with mayday!
he keep singing their song~
had a tired day.
just came back from shena's chalet
played with babies and kids.

finishing o's in 2day's time~
woos~ can go play liaos!
will be kind busy/ rawrs~
hahs. kays, kind of tired. byes~
enjoy!

2008-11-07T03:32:00.004+08:00

(: a happy day!
(hahas)
though i didnt do much but just by surfing the net.
ouhs, its 3.34am! but i'm still awake, while everyne in my house is asleep
woos~
will be kind busy this weekend, sheena's birthday bbq @eastc.
then next week, last paper! yeahs. work & trg for comp then
holiday @genting. so packed~
alrights i'm getting tiredd , hahas
shall end here chaos!

2008-11-05T00:16:00.002+08:00

had dinner on the 2nov. to celebrate g.mum bday
ate at the red house

& now featuring my dad!

hahahhhahhahahs, i cant stop laughing when i see this pic

okays, i'm being so bad, but anw he pose what.

alright mt paper tmr, goodluck to me &

everyone out there.

2008-10-26T02:48:00.002+08:00

fate, like so omg.
i saw mayday live.
not singing, but eating/
woos~((:(:(:)
happy until i'm not hungry
but i didnt really notice them until i saw masa
whose standing directly in front of the table,
then i was thinking, couldnt be lah,
where got so coincidently. the guaishou
was also standing there.
later mingyou also. then i told willy,
then willy turn over and he say
there got someone who looked like ashin.
and then it was not looked like but he was him
& its mayday! (:

back to o's
thanks for all the well wishes (:
you people are greatly appreciated yeahs!
& i shall not fail them!
so i shall go study!
enjoy~

2008-10-21T01:06:00.003+08:00

o's really aint easy like n's (._.)
siansssss~
hope i dont screw them,
ut i just feel that i did badly for my chem,
zzz lahs. dont know why~
english's tmr.
hope i dont fail,
i dont know whats wrong with me~
hving a blank mind.
.......
exams , ah donnt lahs.
getting on w/my work then.
enjoy! & goodluck to me(: & all tking o's

2008-10-11T12:41:00.002+08:00

hasnt been blogging after some time,
yesterday was the last day of school~
sounded sad ehs.
had grad day, just like last yr, but better,
as it ended quickly , (lol)
before that taken lotsof photo.
like phototaking session at the zoo like that, (hahas)
o's pract coming in 4days time~
and chem paper coming in 8 days time(zzz)
mundane-nesss !

ciaosssssss~

2008-09-21T23:10:00.002+08:00

prelims' results disastrous. worst results ever.
and it's only 24days to prct.
like so fast~

total sian-ness!

2008-09-02T00:47:00.004+08:00

his a big time joker! (cannot stand)

doesnt mean cannot sit. (hahas, zzz)

same goes to my mum.

m: tmr with be very hot, so cannot go out

zzzzzz to the max. she can predict weather(lol)

tuition &tuition!

exams &exams!

equals tedium~

son is ___

no words to discribe.

i told him that he is humourous

and he ask whether it's childish,

& i ask him to check the dict,

and he really did! (lol)

how cute of him.

if i could; i would/

6 days to prelimss.

sians.

2008-09-01T03:28:00.002+08:00

3.33am!
got the feeling of looking back things in the past
and some how rather thinking,
what's the use, since it's history.
shouldnt we get on with the present things we got?
yet looking back is a lesson learned.
it seriously contradicts,

it's kind of a lesson,
or something that wakes me up
from whatever i have today.
i dont have it 4-5 years back.
it's the chances whom people gave me
that leads to the things i've got.
sometimes i wonder, whether it's the hard work
i gave in , the accumulated successes , or
simply ya she can do so me.

humans are a complex thing, or the brain is a complex
living thing/ the cells and stuff make you fantasies on whatever
illusion , vision , audio effects . i wonder if all this things are gone
it would be a mundane world.

this makes me think that everything in the world contradicts!
&i shall force myself to stop all this big thing
that no one would possibly ever solve it.
as it's within oneself.

seriously i screw the folio myself.

and i have to admit that this is the path i've chosen

no matter what the reason being, i couldnt blame anyone for it,

since i've place the best choice first & this is what i've got.

and since i do not want things to happen again, and i shall work hard/

i seriously cant find the source of motivation.

i feel so tired. ppl says' what the use of winning so many medals.

but isnt that fruits of your hard work?

and if the experiences that only counts, why is there competitions

is it just a procedure or what.

everything is giving me headaches.

2008-08-20T18:57:00.005+08:00

heyaAA! (lol)
200808 ;
oral was ~ not too bad & not that good neither.
was so crazy today. or in fact everyday? (lol)
esp. during dnt lesson~ si shui~ ( lol to the max)

190808 ;
pe was (zzz) as i ask mr ng, do mirror image
then i slide the wrong side (._.)
paiseh to the max. (lol)
kind of fun, & captain's ball after that
boy vs girls. pushups for the guys. (hahas.)

tmr's is prelim pract i haven even study! ):

sure die.

prelim p1 next week~

haven even start revising!

sure gg. alright got to have dinner! byesss~

2008-08-18T22:42:00.003+08:00

160808

had tuition and k-ed w/hany.

she says she look so old in the photo~(lol)

170808

happybirthdayahma!

happy dimsum @the smae old place, but this timeround, future yi zhang

went too. (haas) i think he's a funny yet shy guy.(lol)

& ask ordered more variety of food/

below are some picts taken.

unfortunately didnt have the chance to take pict with granny ( ): /awws)

dnt folio to be completed within 10days!(rawrssss)

it rained today. (so random)

2days to english oral ~

3days to prelim prac!

like so omg omg lahs~

i so dislike school , so suddenly~~~ ):

&hereby presentssss/

my completed artefact. (:

2008-08-15T00:02:00.002+08:00

080808
had x-country in the morning.
this yr's xcountry was much more diff.
&the celebration of the nat's day was (zzz)
sentosa after that. pictures all ard~
and after that a belated clebration for xiut.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
hope you've enjoyed the dinner ya @MOF.

090808

done the last day of CIP. DUNKIT.

&we won 3rd! like lol.

any old hw, with just 3 ppl.

picture up another day~

130808
this wed was the realease of the o'lvl mt results.

B3 for that. & dist for oral, kind of surprise ya. (lol)

folio to handled up in 2weeks time~ (rwr)

sians~ to the maxxx/

alright.12.16am. sch tmr. chaos~

2008-08-04T09:05:00.002+08:00

many events happened. i'm just so lazy to upload pict.
so you can go facebook and grab them (: (lol)
had fun in every event which had happened! (woos~)
going to take results on next tue. ~~~~ scary man~.
prelims is in less than 20 days & same for submission of folio.(zzz)
econdp is fun (hahas.)/
dboat is fun/ trg~~~
5A1 is great / blacks &whites./chopchop
studying is sian to the max lahs.
):
i hate big days . BIG DAYS = HARDWORK = LESS SLEEP ):

2008-07-29T18:05:00.002+08:00

it's so not great a thing to make decisions.
like, where to go, what to eat, what to take
what or where to buy, so and forth. (rawrs~)

i think this gonna be a random post~
i shall type whatever just comes by;
hmphs. bukit gombak db to seahawk,
obviously a better team with better management & stuff.

;i think i did badly for chemistry~ ):

; & i watch 2 movies promnight rates 5.5/10 the dark knight rates 7/10

;o's coming in 2mths time~

& i'm going off to fetch my bro~ chaos!

2008-07-16T21:18:00.002+08:00

woooos~ (ha)
like so last minute joined the inter house basketball,
hahas, strivers got 2nd~
& i got myself injured. blueblacks on my finger
where i've never got it before. (._.)
hahas, it's like so tempted to join the floorball.(lol)
as in the five of us, mery, kimb, thiang & xuann~
took bus back and bbt with kimb. & slacked at petal
with ahbee, guobin & a few? (lol) funny peeps.
so worn out lahs.
feel so stressed up but dnt ): (hais)
kind of regret~
but thinking of why i took up dnt was funny~
but i dont know why i regretted so much this year~
i shall study hard & get great results!
shall stick with my / (:
like so no link~ (ha)
hmphhs, anything bahs. enjoy!

every little thing you do counts.

2008-07-15T20:44:00.002+08:00

woos~ thought 2008 isnt that great as what i've thought
but i met great teammates/classmates/ignites.
dms canoeist ,
a team with great bonds even there's gaps.
thanks girls for a those trgs.
hardwk, when all Ks charge down
laughters, jokes & even gossips.(lol)
xuanning huiyim sharol michelle junice jaslene lydia kimb
saeyeoh xiuting mery and my sist juniors in short
with those
reverse physco. cat walks. games and all..
i know you girls will go far and shall win all the titles
next year alrights. best wishes!

bhss canoeist ,
my tally! SERI , it really nice knowing you girl(:
a cheerful and friendly tally.
i saw your blog.
& shall take photos someday alrights! hahas. train hard
and i will go down next year to support you! tc tally!

afiq, is a funny & friendly guy!
he had changed alot ever since the last time
which is like almost last year they came bedokr for trg,
as in his build i meant.

fiona, i saw my name in your blog! (:
hahs, nice knwing you girl.
a girl with great smiles!
shall see you ard arights. if you see this, dont bother those spammers
let them be and they'll leave. and you take care ya

hanyong, a friendly , handsome semi korean guy.
it's also nice knwing you ya.
having passion for music.
i know you would train & shall see you next year
during comp ehs.

and many more..they're great canoeist with strong mindset
ppl who we can learn from.

5A1,
i love them! (lol)
great ppl lahs.
the bond is getting stronger and i hope it would go even stronger! (:
everyone in class be it
the togetherness or teamwork,
seriousness or laughters,
jokes and stuffs,
is boding the class together each and everyday.
may everyone of us pass o's with the grade
all of us have in mind alrights.

ignites, the team with 6 men who loves slacking? (lol)
the season has ended in a commentless way.
and all of you have began to familarise your own
surroundings, may you guys enjoy yourself in a new
environment and have a great time alrights! tc

THE END(:

2008-07-14T20:48:00.002+08:00

sch's okay i shld say.
though i dont really look forward to it~ (lol)
like there's a lot to catch up for missing a week of lessons &
tonns of work to complete. (rawrs)
(woos) i think 10% more and i'll complete my artifact.
happy~ (lol)
it's been a long time ever since i step in to dms bball court (._./lol)
waited for yhan and off to petal mac. chat, eat & did a bit of work~
jun is (._.) still the same (lol)
had lame talks with wendy elvi dnt ppl (lol)
& it's matthew's bday! happy birthday yea(:
&& clara finally came! slacked & went to petal~
heart talkss~~~
& back home!

those six wonderful girls,

whom i grew study play with.

no matter in times of happiness or sorrows

we'll always be there for one another.

i dont know how long it will last

but i really cherish those times.

& thanks you girls real much!

w/love.

2008-07-13T21:33:00.002+08:00

o'lvls. shall set targets!
hmphss,

to complete my artefact by this week!!!
to catch up last weeks work.

& this coming tuesday o'lvl listening compre

i think i screwed my oral ): awwsssss.

nevermind shall study harder for other subjects then. (lol)

ouhs had a pri sch gathering yesterday! like wows~~

four yrs after we grad and we met up..so changed and some still

the same, & some i cant even recognise.. (lol) shall post pictures up soon.

canoeing comp! hmphhs didnt managed to get in finals, nvm but at least

i did manage to get in semifinals. damai got 4th for c div and 3rd for b div

woos~ & new friends met, was a fun one.

sajc accepted my application, so i shall study hard!

but i'm still contradicting~ (hais)

but i dont know why i'm contradicting too.

believing is great ,

but it could be hurting too.

2008-07-03T20:27:00.002+08:00

if you follow the wrong stars~
lost and all alone, get back on you feet
and think of me my love will get you home boy
my love will get you home~
it's a nice song yea(:

hmphhs, happy birthday liang! may you enjoy your day yeah!
tmr will be having oral~ tsktsk hope i get dist. (hahas)
dnt shld be finishing by next week~
suddenly i dont feel like blogging(zz)
alrights shall come back soon, enjoy!

2008-06-29T10:21:00.004+08:00

one dwn, and chinese oral is coming on the 4 july,
hmphss, shall post pictures taken during june (:
as im loss of wordss~

(thanks teammates!)

(thanks girls, with many loves)

2008-06-22T23:12:00.003+08:00

i shall be nice and grant rahman wish~ (lol)
(o1) Describe about urself?- funny/humorous, friendly

(o2) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?- preferably a world tour since someone would like to sponsor~ lol

(o3) What's your favourite thing(s) to do- sports, shop, eat, sleep, play.

(o4) Do you think money can buy happiness?- it's subjective you see.

(o5) If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?-

(o6) Do you believe you can survive without money?- yes

(o7) Do you think there is such a thing called 'LOVE'? Reason?- if there isnt love, your parents wont even love you isnt it? lol

(o8) What's love?- what kind of love do you want then~

(o9) What do you dream of doing in the future?`- boss!

(10)List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you.- funny, friendly and nice(:

(11) What makes you happy?`- everything

(12) What type of person do you hate the most?-not very sure, probably those cocky types?

(13) Where do you see yourself 1o years down the road?-probably still in singapore.

(14) At what age do you intend to get married?- 23

(15) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?-want i am doing.

(16) why are you doing this survey * EDITED- as i'm being nice to complete this survey which i'm been tagged.

(17) If you had a chance to change your life, what would you want to change?-nothing

(18) The love of your life now?- sports

(19) Are you courageous enough to tell a person that you like him/her?- depends

(2o) Would you rather follow your heart or mind when deciding for the right one?-heart

Instruction: Remove 1 question from above & add in your personal question. Make it a total of 2o questions. Then tag 1o people in your list & list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
aniqah
clara
cetrina
zhouyi
dean
weitong
hsinray
kimb
wendy
yanting

schools reopening in just less than 12 hours time~
i'm so not looking forward for it yah~
i so have nothing to blog abt.
lets see~ want i've done today, hmphss.
woke up real early went for trg in that very cold weather,
rode on a k2 with yosef, lol. (panting~) but was fun lahs,
went home first as coach has db coaching, bought food and
went home wash up. took a nap and off to kallangwv for bd trg,
it was better as i could stretch out more, after that went of to pp
to meet sist to shop. & back home after that, took a nap again.
and slack~ i haven been using comp for a long time~ 41 mails i've got to check~
hais~ compt coming in less than 1 &2 weeks time~
alrightss. gotta pack up! enjoy~

2008-06-17T23:04:00.002+08:00

i'm SEVENTEEN/ on the 8june;
thanks for all the wishes & presents.
listss of people to thanks...
(it's in my heart) i shant mention them all aites.

&nwc08 i'll break my own timing! i promise!

it's been a hectic holidays, i cant image when school reopens
whatare the the tests and exams coming up~~
since we just live once in a life time, i'll make them wonderful.
aites trg tmrr~

2008-06-04T22:55:00.002+08:00

woos hasnt been blogging, this june doesnt seems like a holiday
for me, it's just like i'm still having school!
everyday 8-5pm. shaping and filing till the texture of my thumbs
turns smooth.
and i still got to go for canoeing trg. (ZZZ/tired to the max lahs)
& still haveing comp on my bday. how sad bday still must choing~
humphss~ but still i happy bcos of the X. (lol!) combo lehs.
i think i'm going crazy over it soon~ alrights shall end here!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2008-05-14T22:39:00.002+08:00

exams are finally over. (woos)
so we're going to get back results real real soon.
& o'lvl mt is coming real real soon lahs. like 12 more days?
like so omg. o'lvls is coming up. and i'm gonna start doing artefact, folio
& preparing myself for july's comp & studying for o'lvls.
definitely there will also be times where there are fun and relaxation.
like so i work after o's. dependssss~

damn sian lahsssss~
i so feel like going out!
but every one seems to be either busy or down.

my bro got stitches on his head! reason being that his
shoes to slippery and he fell and knock onto a metal
pole at the playground. i didnt saw an blood as i was out
but i saw blood on his pillow~ awwss~ that damn gross lahs.
he fell twice this year~

im blogging so so randomly~ & i realise that i didnt update for a long time
exams seems to pass by so quickly~ & less than 2 weeks i'll be having
my first olvl paper~

&i slept twice today! & i cant sleep now (zzz)

realise that i'm finally realising all those..

i hope it's not too late;

2008-05-03T22:56:00.005+08:00

i woke up when the sun rises~~
went to pray my grandpa.
then tuition and then SWENSEN woos~~~

LOL LOL LOL envy not clara~
was damn hilarious lahs, taking those photos wth ppl looking.
i think they must be thinking the two girls siao borrow a pen and drw,
and still taking picture with the serviettes.
yhan: fries monster!

clara see how nice of us to take picture for you regardless of
the staff looking.. (lol, lol)
roam ard marina & back home.

ALRIGHTS. i am tireddddddd. gonna have another long day tmr~~

i misses...

2008-05-01T01:47:00.002+08:00

woos~ mid yr is here,
P1 is really just average~
practical is zzz
and this fri is eng & his
gosh~ o'lvl mt is also ard the corner
and i think i'll do quite badly for my dnt due to the folio~
so shall study really hard for theory then,
sian sian sian to the max lahsssssssss!!

2008-04-21T19:15:00.002+08:00

awws~ i have burns~ sunburn i meant~
gosh it's like under 3days of hot blazing sun!
friday was okays, i was lucky on sat and i know i shldnt have
done that but anw exams coming up. so shall mug hard!
(rwrs)
alright 3 tests tmr~ thats (zzz)
and i plain tired and lazy now..
& it's gonna be a long day tmr.
so yeaps. enjoy!

you're always like this.

was it my intuitions or am i contradicting?

2008-04-15T22:27:00.002+08:00

i dont know whats with me, and i cant function my mind properly, gosh
like so commentless you see.
i didnt fulfil things that i've made but i've at least feel some improvements
in how i row though it's still a long way to catch up,
getting lazier and lazier ;working hard on some stuff and slacken on the others
thats so bad. (rawrssssssss)
probably you gain some and loss some at the same time.
like why isnt there prefect and still the word prefect on earth, like how
ridiculous right, and i'm getting so rid. now(zz)
gotta get on with my folio. enjoy!

2008-04-14T16:48:00.002+08:00

the red roses; the green grasses; the beautiful clear sky;
look how they shine for you~~(lol)
look how mundane i am.
& target of the new week!
DNT FOLIO TO BE DONE BY WED
and i shall have no worriesss~
& after this week i'm gonna be free frm cca&the competition.
yanl , you have to be strong & you are strong!
just choing with all your might! and win the 300m~
i dont think i'll win. but still i'll train hard tmr, wed thurs and fri!
woos~ godblessme with strenght & power this coming fri sat and sun~
zanden(?) is cute lahs `jess going 2 yrs nephew.
went bedok ljs for lunch~ had fun with him.
& i shall choing folio at night after a rest! chaos~

2008-04-12T13:36:00.002+08:00

i dont know why, why you're always in my mind.
when raindrop drops fall from the sky.
bring pieces of the scence; where there was you and me.
(lol) i think composing is fun. however you've to work
real hard, actually it complys to everythings.

alrights shall up date later on after my tution & shopping spree
with yhany&cdany(lol)

2008-04-09T22:04:00.003+08:00

a topic came about and i was dwelling on it for quite sometime.
the topic is very wide which is from what you want in life to
what you gonna do in life, marriage and then to old age.
and i think yueh is gonna go crazy b'cos of non-stopping speech
during studyh.(lol)
so.. i've conclude that i'm gonna work real hard for that less than 8
years i've have now. i hope that i can, and i believe i can provided
i work real hard!
you shld be thinking like so (zzz) and like thinking so far ahead right
but like i'm still in secondary sch. , probably i've been with adults
and yeaps thats why. and like so randomly chatting with yueh
& she came about saying why our parents marry at such a young
age, i still rmb what my mum says, the era we're in is so diff form theirs
and they we in to workforce at 17 therefore concluding the reason of
early marriage.

reminisecing the past and reflect on the present.

2008-04-07T19:33:00.002+08:00

seriously like, what's with me?
like it wasnt like this before.. & why i'm not as productive as before?
i've turned lazy, or i just take things for granted.
well i dont know?
i read a note today something about dream & reality.
kind of ._. (lol)
make me think that sometimes words of wisdom are commentless..
hmphs. well life been bad for me. like i'm being strained by many
stuff and i'm gonna go all out for it! so i shall do it for a couple of
weeks to see the results! hope it would be a good and workable one.
maybe i shld see things in another way, like maybe just let it be~~
so to some i might be , hack care~ unfriendly~ bo chap~
well too bad then.
so i have to hand up the cuuting list real soon~~~
&yanling stop typing & like do your work!
blahs, seriously~~ i really dont feel like doing..
but i wanna score well, so i gotta work harD.
byes!

2008-03-31T19:46:00.002+08:00

i'm really sorry if i've hurt you, which i didnt meant to.
but that the best way i could at least settle things out.
probably , it's out of my selfishness. i dont know.
but really sorry.

i've realised that my post are so down,
but when i'm thinking of stuffs, bad things just came
and disrupt the whole brain which made my fingers
to type those unpleasant i shld say things i'm facing.

i had my meet the parent. & i'm lucky enough,
although it's gonna be a long one.
i know my problems, i wanna change them but some how rather
i find is so difficult. it's like i know and i dont know? and makes
everything unknown?
(& true i always go out of pnt when i talk abt something~ ._.)
but thats what came by.
i feel so demoralised by so many stuff yet i've to face them
as if things had never occured which sucks.
ouh like it's wasnt like before ,you see.
like why there's a drastic change. & it not to the good side .

& i donno know why when 07 ppl are taking their o's werent
having a situation like what i'm facing.
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i'm so behind time! gotta pull up my socks! rawr ._.

suddenly you're like a stranger to me.

& what in your mind again that make you do all this?

2008-03-27T21:22:00.003+08:00

omg, like how shit am i now.
& i'm going dwnhill, having tonnes of setbacks,
having so much obstacles at the same time.
how idiotic it can be you tell me.
&my body doesnt seems to comply to me.
like, i feel so shit. like i cant join national's junior~
i didnt perform well during sports day due to the
shivering~ like, it's my last year & can't i just do things smoothly?
like why do i have so much problems with my health,
why have i become so weak?
& how am i going to face so many other stuffs with are approaching?
i know dad & mum care & therefore they want me back home early.
but, i just wanna have my life & enjoy myself. Yes maybe sometimes,
i'm forcing or just being so stubborn to make sure i'm okay.
but really, i dont wanna miss everything thats going to happen.
like thought i know i'm not feeling well & i cant run again,
at least my last would be glory isnt what the mindset of a sportman or women
shld be having?
& i know like ppl ard me are also having lots of problems.
like it's still the beginning & it sucks hell lot!
Probably i think too much & ponder too much on it but it just sucks lahs.
why do we have to study so hard to earn the pile of money that
would let me lead a enjoyable life. you have so spend long time and hours
with lots of hardwork and sacrifices many stuff in order to earn to enjoy.
yes, no pain no gain. but why some just no pain yet gain? they are lucky or what?
like ppl says god is fair. yes they take away stuff and replace it with another.
so god gonna take away my health to let me enjoy the pain at home? which
i wouldnt want.
why everything is so hard to achieve?

2008-03-20T20:56:00.003+08:00

okays, i'm sort of recovered?
however i'm having another illness soon!
fucking STRESS UP lahs!!
dnt kanna reject (plain._.)
if everyone is doing what they are doing & mine is out of point then i can say that, if i'm the buyer, outside also have already what why must i buy the one they are making lehs, is there really a NEED?(so sian lahs)
which make me think think think tillmy brians cells are dieing~
I WANNA GO OUT PLAY~~sing ddr any anything~~
i feel like droping if my idea kanna rejected again, simply waste of time & effort plus rest.
image i think of my idea when i'm asleep, (._.)
&&& canoeing~ i'm so slow ): when i came back frm two weeks of mc. waliaos &national juniors coming soon, how how how?
spartans also having comp, see how how how.
i'm dieing lahs.

suddenly, everything is do dark & scary!
save me pls~

2008-03-10T22:17:00.002+08:00

happy birthday bc!
i received calls from jun, weiliang... lol
jun is plain ._. suanings & suaning . forever~
weiliang is better (lol) concerns~ woos. go out someday eh bro!
ruiheng is funny he wanna let me guess who he was, however
weiliang say: wait, ruih want to talk to you. (lol)
& also some others however i cant guess & he say i'm bo sim~
awws, (lol) funny ppl.

omg, 2 more hours to my plan..
shall play some games first! (:
bye&enjoy~

2008-03-09T23:13:00.002+08:00

rawr . (lol) i've been blogging regularly. (woos, ._.)
however ii haven done anyhomework of mine (zzz)
ouhs, how sian. and omg, i cant stand it! for not going
of for one pathetic week. (ahss~~)
nevermind, shall endure for another one week!
& i can have nice food for another three weeks!!
THREE WEEKSS!!!
NEVRMIND, when i'm okay, i shall choing out & have nice great
super delicious food man!

tmr's bing bday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ehs (:
so sorry that i cant be there due to my cp ehs.
enjoy~

hmphhs well i've got nothing else to say! so bye!

2008-03-08T19:41:00.002+08:00

as i was listening to my blog's song, i realise something.
i'm always thinking of something at any moment. (zzz)
i'll think of shld i change what i intend to do for my dnt. (tsk)
i dont know why suddenly i think taking up dnt, fnn is a waste
of time. maybe i'm wrong, but to a sec 5 student is really a
waste of time. you got to redo/think ect. hardwork & you never know
what results you'll get. but if you take amaths, at least you've got one
more year to study and you know how well you can score. (._.)

humans are wierd, probably they like things they couldnt get the most?

2008-03-08T02:37:00.002+08:00

how stupid. i have been whining for the past few post (._.)
i shall study right? shall do some meaningful stuff.
like complete homework, read through some books, but
i feel so sleepy after blogging ~~excuses (lol)
hmphs. suddenly, w/o anything or topic i thought of something,
will i win this year competition? will i cherish the chance?
will i manage to get my goals of having five A1's, as i'm having
A2's instead. (hais)

& you know something.. i bet with ee chun something.
if he can manage to get full marks for emath common test,
i'll treat him sweet's for a week. but if i manage to get a1 meaning
75 & above, then he will have to treat me.
& you know what he actually got FULL MARKS!!
FULL MARKS! omg you see. he is GOD-LIKE de lohs.
& i didnt even take the paper, (lol)
zzz
& jiamu too. chinese paper. (lol)

5A1 IS GREAT♥ (woos)
so randomly~ (lol)
though we have many diff grps but some how we are united ?
like the how class will bully me! not once or twice kays , w/
AR BORING AR~~
accusing me when i didnt even do anything (,_,)
i think iqmal did a great part too.
doing little things but great stuff!
like the lost&found corner/ thenot food&drinks/
his pe basketball team / his actions&jokes ect.
made 5a1 real great & enjoyable.
though sometimes not everyone could be there,
but w/o anyone 5a1 wouldnt be complete.
& i think we will work hard to be the class of the month?
(lol) abit impossible. ? nvm will try alrights?

SPARTANS
maybe like what you guys have said, i've change.
but dont you guys have changed too? (lol)
well i dont know.
probably it's time i shall do something.

2008-03-07T15:12:00.002+08:00

THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE & CONCERN♥

family
classmates/friends
teachers
ignites/spartans.

chatting w/ clara now. awws. i will be missing lots of stuff lahs ): bingcheng's bbq. zouk w/7ofus's ppl. fel&mery's bday. arcade w/ A1's ppl. awws how sad you tell me... but never mind, she promise me that we will choing our way there when i recover, woos~ steady ehs(:

pile of homeworks waiting for me. tonnnnneeess of training missed. awws~ and this year is a special year, i didnt join sports day at all firstly, dont have the events i want, & secondly if i want to join i also cannot due to the poxes~ (awws)

2008-03-07T01:34:00.002+08:00

so i've changed two blogskins in a week,
see how free am i? (lol)
however, i do all this as i've still got more than a weeks holi
a (zzz) one as i'm having chicken pox.
rawr, not nice food ,& cant go out, completely boring.
so all i can do is eating the same old stuff. (congge, mianxian& bread)
doing the same old things, watching tv, surf the net, & sleep.
i think it's is worst when i'm old.
when your legs are weak and doesn't follow your orders,
it's time they order you(._.)
in this two weeks i'll be missing lots of stuffs.
birthday parties, lessons in school, &outings nice food!
rawrs (zz)
never mind! endure
i've found out something..
all this year, i've joined tonnes of competitions.
i never knew why i join them and the purpose of it.
& last night i finally know why.
it's because i want to win myself, pushing myself to my own extend
that's why there's winner . though the winner may not win tru hard work,
probably luck, mindset & talent.
but i believe with hard work & excellent mindset in one self,
you have already win. probably after 2 months or half a year later
i browse tru this i might find this stupid but i think there's lots of way
of defining the word competition i supposed.
but maybe for now this should be the way.
hmmphs. it's 2.02am
how am i gonna spend the whole night? (lol)

2008-02-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

how sian, how sian, and still how sian.
i'm budded w/all kinds of feelings & doubts.
how sian.
shld i /not.
can i /not.
would i /not
wth lahs.
):
and i'm going insane when i have nothing to do.
._.
rawrs!
thinking &thinking.

&i seriously dont know why ppl like dsiao me man...
i really didnt do and they inisist!
rawrs!

omg i being so random.
& so times i think, want i wanna get out of everything.
is it all that impt.
is it worth it. but others tell you tonnes &tonnes of story,
it's not that i dont know, but it's the diff perspective i see.
i dont lahs, i i think thing in this way that make me type all this things
out.
& i dont understand why ppl , or even how ppl do things in the way
that we think it's wrong, is that the outsiders jumping ot conclusion or seeing things onesidedly.
and when we hate something, are we doing what we are hating?
are we conscious on what we are doing, why we are doing that?
sometimes ppl tend to fake.
&why do they fake? isnt that tiring, living under a mask.
probably they dont know how to face thing which make them do that?

&if you were to ask me, what qns i would like to ask?
i have tonnes &millions of qns.

2008-02-03T15:19:00.000+08:00

went out yesterday. i wanted to say fruitful trip & i said fruity journey
total ._.
& the day i expect to come has come, like i'm finally sick!
congratz to me .
& this is the worst and scariest.
so have to wait for the test to come out.
rawr~
arlight plenty of work to complete//
byes

sorry if it's too messy. i get it frm a mail. yeaps.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist Dominant ( Aug 23 - Sept 22) in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous ( Oct 23 - Nov 21) and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LIBRA - The Harmonizer ( Sept 23 - Oct 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative、energetic、and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful、generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward. ARIES - The Daredevil ( Mar 21 - April 19)Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively、passionate、and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward. AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart ( Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn、but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 11 years of bad luck if you do not forward. GEMINI - The Chatterbox ( May 21 - June 20 ) Smart and witty. Outgoing、very chatty. Lively、energetic. Adaptable But need to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy、sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LEO - The Boss ( July 23 - Aug 22)Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous、warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive. 13 years of bad luck if you do not forward. CANCER - The Protector ( June 21 - July 22) Moody、emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive And imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love From others. Easily hurt、but sympathetic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward. PISCES - The Dreamer ( Feb 19 - Mar 20 )Generous、kind、and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. 8 years of bad luck if you do not forward. CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter ( Dec 22 - Jan 19)Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they Want. 20 years of bad luck if you do not forward. TAURUS - The Enduring One ( April 20 - May 20th) Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring、but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong、has endurance. Solid beings who Are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous. 12 years of bad Luck if you do not forward SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One ( Nov 22 - Dec 21) Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Beautiful inside and out 14 years o f bad luck if you do not forward

2008-01-28T19:51:00.000+08:00

actually i wanted to blog on sat, however due to my lazyness i didnt.
many things just randomly came, super random.
even the littlest thing.
had a random talk with yueh, and so randomly i cried ._.
all because of my mum!
so pissed off!
but i like an idiot!
i'm so contradicting and two sided. isnt that stupid.
Why the hell am i doing here on earth?
In the end what i'm fight for in life?
So what if i had fight so hard/ gone tru many stuff in the end we will just die and decompose
isnt it. but why are we fighting so hard to win. to have that superior feeling?
or to enlighten our life with special things?
isnt that stupid or i'm just typing stupid things to make my mind fill up with stuffs.
sometimes i feel that saying is better than typing & writing as it's so troublesome & i always makes spelling mistake and i'm so unclear.
but when i talk i dont portray things i want to say clearly.
wth ._.

ah~~~~
shall stop those stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-01-17T22:02:00.000+08:00

alrights, it's 17 jan the last post was like on the 5 jan?
lol
so currently still adapting the time & stuffs of school.
the last two weeks were cca, studying , sleeping.
lol ._.

yeaps, so shall blogging things randomly.
did the class notice board on the 16th, awesome~!
lol, something new in the 5th year in damai? ._.

15th was jun's birthday. happy birthday ehs!
had sch, cca & it rained so it end early, back home
change& meet all to cedele, had dinner, singing, cutting cake
blahs. kimb, rach& i had school tmr so we went off earlier.

14th was weechee's , shikin's birthday.
happybirthday!
it was a monday so nothing much.
bbt & went home.

so today's the day the i dont feel sleepy as i had enough sleep
lol
i think i'm gonna doze off to sleep in school tmr,
zzz
ss sure have home work~ rawrs
i had going to comp labs , you know why?
there's always homework after tht ._.
av theater is nicer airconditioned, however
the chair is ._. & oftenly i feel sleepy~~
lol
test are coming up~
i feel so diff this year... i dont know why?
i'm like so forgetful?
whatever it is RESOLUTIONS for 2008

-studies, 13pnts for 7subj

-cca, correct my stroke&push as much as i can!

-ignites/spatan, asist them as much as i can

-not to be forgetful in anything!

i hope i 失忆 &dont rmb things which are not impt.

._.

2008-01-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

i hope that i sleep & never wake up,
life's so tiring.
there's so much to trouble,
&there's more to come.
i think too much that i dreamt of it
._.

school reopened on the 2
a newday in sch.
new p&vp , formteacher, poa,
pe, yeaps.
first day of school was ok-
but i always ask go home already arhs.
lol
can't wait to .
so cant use to it.
we're going to take dnt qn paper already
woos~
it's gona be real fast.
i hope the theme would be easy bahs.
whatever it is.
i was too tired that i went home slack & sleeped.
lol

& sunddely i dont feel like blogging..
shall cont another day bahs.

2007-12-26T13:55:00.001+08:00

ouhs, i shall elaborate my christmas lol
so i had a early celebration on the 21 with my
companions due to their shedules. i had blogged out
details on the last few post abt it.
so on the 24 we went whyekit's hse countdwn/bbq.
but i didnt managed to stay. awws~
on the 24 dec the day was like this... /lol like compo~ ._.
i woke up & dwnload songs. then i called clara to see if she's awake
as we intended to K . went we reach the place is fully booked!
rwrs! so we thought that pp has Kbox. but no!
rwrssss! like it's wasnt the day to sing like that~ lol
so we when for food & shop the whole pp from bottom to top
lol. then we intend to change place to suntec, however we waited
the bus for 30min+ & we intend no to wait as by the
time we reach there we have to go liaos.
we were bored & we went foodcourt slack. then we went roaming
then slack at the taxi stand there.
when it's time we left pp & bused to inter- roaming ard at the ntuc.
then toke bus to his hse. it's so dark & spooky~~ lol
kit&han already there so we joined them in starting the fire, but actually
just eye power lol. & no one wants to sit, so i said, we are the standing asso.
till dean..jess&edwin..brain..came. we start bbqing& wkit start suaning ppl/
lol.
after that we went upstairs for pool, slacking &stuffs/
& countdwn was super lame ._. we dont have watch/handp which has sec's
so we looked carefully at the scv time, went it change everyone was like change liaos~~
lol. then everyone was like shouting merry christmas.
& we eat log cake, like first time in my life. lol
then we watched s'pop & back dwn for bbq agn lol.
& i wa being suan for some issue ._.
lol & my dad is here & go eat agn!
so the adults went geylang the dimsum shp eat, i feel like vomitting
like i eat that every night~ lol
then back home, wash up slack abit & off to bed.

25dec, i woke up quite late so i actually wanted to collect my contacts
& off to buy my stuff. however we spend time waiting for the bus &
walking there & the place is closed! like wth~
the we when bugis&orchard for bags, some stuffs & food.
after that we went back home.
like this yr i spend my christmas with my sist , woos~
like i was so bad? she didnt spend it with bingc/ just meeting to pass
presents?
anw, cedele food was nice? lol the veggie smell is lingiering in my mouth
yesterday~

so today i have canoeing bbq~ bbq agn.
shall update later bahs.
enjoys!

2007-12-25T02:39:00.001+08:00

fu fu fu fu fu lahs.
it's christmas & she want to quarrel with me!
fcker.

bull dog, bird shit, idiot ah!

WITH FUN & end with
crys* !

THAT'S MY CHRISTMAS

2007-12-23T02:03:00.001+08:00

maybe i think to much eh.
but i can't help it,
but i don't like my friends to be unhappy
cos i want all to be happy. & when all is down
i'll be affected too thought i have no probs you see.
hais.
but i so not good at words when they have probs
which i can help and i feel so guilty.
like he/she is so helpless & ask me for help yet
i can't say a thing/advice of what ever so.

maybe that's a typical gemini like what clara said.
to the extremes .
so it's so contradicting when it comes to good/bad.
ahhhs~~
i watch red awards -25 drama the replay today,
i cried, but the thing is over i cant control my
tears to stop. it came down just like that.
like i had only live on one decade plus in the world
& the actors/adults have faces probs/challenges
for 2 , 3 , 4 or more decades.
& i compare mine to them are just tiny winy things.
so being a happy person really have to na de
qi fang de xia. but it isnt easy right.

sobs la.

2007-12-22T01:24:00.000+08:00

yeaps, came back frm outing. (:
i enjoyed myself!
hope the rest too ehs (:
but abit sad that fel cant join us ehs.
so we went orchard.
had fish &co. /lol like everywhere also have..
then angie was like frgtening one of the worker there,
lmao la
really enjoyed , but happy time dont last long ):
after dinner, most of them went home
so left the a1's agn,
so we went walking ard orchard then went suntec for
arcade, i really enjoyed myself lahs. /like i have said
so many times ..
the like wows lahs, chat lots with clara just now.
she's my listening ear & i'm her entertainer lol
then 11+ back home. (:

wierd human, hurrss!

mrpeterpan yu wen<3

but not forgetting

my dearest ashin <3

lame ehs. lol

2007-12-21T12:58:00.000+08:00

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my god lahs, he damn have the prince look can. but dont mistaken it's not the fairy tale's peterpan ehs.
so gonna celebrate adv. x'mas with my companions , loves.
but this yr's diff frm last yr as angie is joining us and last yr was xiu's sist. hahas.
so yeaps. went sch just now, rawrs damn tired now.
shall update later, anw see how it goes bahs, hohohos~

enjoy!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!
we love you~ <3<3<3

2007-12-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

he hasnt chnge since i met him
like two years back? lol.
like zzz .
probably only his looks changes.
hahas.

so i hasnt been updating stuffs up due to my lazyness.
rwrs, anw it's still just thos boring things.
canoe, work, shpng, slcking/

so todays' the 18 & it's the release of n lvl's results.
&& we had a new vp agn!
like it's always changing.
like a brade new damai?
whatever anw it's my last yr. phews/
dont have the studying mood you see. lol

so schs opening in one plus week time?
& i'm gonna be real busy once agn.
but i love being busy then having nothing to do lahs.
lol, contradictinggggg.
&yeap CHRISTMAS IS COMING~ woos.
opps. shld be hooos~
lol.
so enjoy !

2007-11-27T00:45:00.000+08:00

suddenly i've got a lot to say.

lots of ppl think i know lots of thing but actually i dont.
sometimes they ask something, im loss in words.
but i have eyes to see, things are changing
ears to listen, to whats going on.
i might know the person the character, but not knowing
how he/she is thinking feeling.

i not good at words.
i might say things which i dont meant to
however the person thinking feels that.
i feel so useless.

so suddenly i dont want to know a thing,
knowing something isnt a great stuff,
you have to take responsibility.
respondsibility is a big & tiring thing.

you know how great you treat someone,
but he/she might not feel the same way,
human are so complicated,
or maybe i think too much?
hais.

2007-11-26T00:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
to clara leee.

i feel so guilty
for two things.
one for clara,
~~~~~~
another , my bro
i wasnt mean to forget it. but i'm busy with stuff & my called me not to buy so...

ahhs,

:'(

2007-11-24T00:56:00.000+08:00

dammnnn boreeddddddddddd ):
had trg just now & todays's JUNBU's 7th BIRHTDAY!!!!
wooosss~~~
._.
so after trg intend to go by what he requested, howeverrrrr
tamp doesnt have it.. awwss
i wanted to visit xiut, but she went back home liaos..
how sadd.
so i bought a cake!
went back, changed & went eunos cc.
after that slack at petal then went twee hse.
damn raym&jun keep on disiao me~~~~~~~~~
rawrrr. then chit chatted on things, then after those guys
went for bath then went room slack, was veiwing on prom pics,
after that jun say play mahjong then twee,kevin&me played.
play play play till 10.30 went home, cut cakes 7 yeaps, slacking &
now blogging.
yeappps. so enjoy!

2007-11-21T01:00:00.000+08:00

woos. & yesterday was prom night @meridien , glitz&glamour.
haven got any photos yet, so yups will post picture up when i got them.
hmphs, overall prom night was okays,
quite fun, esp when th dance floor is
open all was damn high! lol
after that had photo takings.
after everything went to have a drink, then xiut&angie went off.
then the rest of us went play pool & back home.

today didnt went trg, over slept. opps.
then slack at homeee. plain boring,
& everyones asking for prom's pic. lol alrightsss!
nothing much les!

2007-11-02T19:54:00.000+08:00

ohhhs .
&light up the skyy-o~
it's 4.51 am
._.
insomnia in progress..

so i has been blogging due to tons of things
so shall do a sum up or rather a summary ehs
humphs, went work & i saw nicole. ha
trgs back! like finally & i swear it's tiring.
opps* haha/ like actually i wanted it badly~
aches here &there, but it's getting better(:
i feel so like going out! awws
saw xinyun on fri . ha/it's been time we had met ehs
think the last time was at orchard ??
leonard, jinde& lingqing joined the canoeing side,
and funny xiut & sharol~ rapist* & the shark*
._.

yeaps.
everyone's a sleep in the family accept me i guess.
lol/ shall go find my bros ds & secertly play haha!
alrightsss!

2007-10-18T17:29:00.000+08:00

it's always like this,
sometimes i really dont know
where i went wrong?
and im always the one.
seriously, eveything change.
for the better for the worse
who cares?
to some of them its not of their
business,
they just get on with their own life.
this is now you get to know whose
your true friend.
but whose always true to you?
&in the end?

okays i shall stop that!

has been working forthe past few days,
and sleeping really late but in the early morning.
so didnt managed to go school.
however i'm attending them next week,
whereas many wont attend?

down in luck?

2007-10-15T02:00:00.000+08:00

has been working for the past few days.

nothing much.

so slept ard 3plus am yesterday.

lol damn sian lah.

there's no school tmr,

plus daddy's not working.

so i shall be meeting cla, yueh & all then

leave for dinner with family yeaps.

it's 4 am now.

& i'm damn sian

._.

lolchatting with ly just now lol, funny lahs him.

&that pig son too, has been tonning maple

._.

jun was damn boliao to prank called
in the mid-of the night

._.
hahas too bad i wasnt sleeping ehs.
so i'm still up with my mum who is
watching tv in the living room &
my hungry dad in the room lol
alrights. shall end here .

2007-10-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

9october. after the last paper, met xiu , jess , angelina , clara , yueh & fel & off to sentosa!
hahas. it the second time we've been there, but this time along with fel&angelina.
so we had lots fun tanning, eating, playing, &enjoying ourselves!
lol
after that went vivo walking around, then went suntec. fel went off first, went acrade, then for dinner. xiu&angelina went off. then the rest went back to acrade for awhile & off to bugis. accompanied jess while waiting for her bus to arrive, then yueh, clara and me went bugis walking walking around then decide to go the acrade see see. hahas, sit there and play the photo hut. so luckily, we got third! lol. however the second time we played we deprove ._.
hahas. then all went home, yueh took bus back, so clara & i took train home. chit chatted.. till she alighted and back home. when the bus was ard prison sch there someone called me. lol said she behind me, ._. lol stalker.& was lame lahs. saw ting&herboyf. at the busstop 7 back home for a cosy bath.. then~ all the redness appeared ._.
it's everytime like that. lol
xiut on the spot the whole face red after bath at sentosa, the rest on the trip back, for me it's always at home. lol
after fun theres always tiredness so off to bed.

10october.
which today, nothing much actually.
went grandpa hse to take stuff and offer him joss stick.
today's the day i've offer him joss stick after his funeral.
& there grad ceremony tmr, and like have to go sch.
sian, shopping after that and have to go work i guess.
alrights. shall end heree . enjoy!

2007-10-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

after tmr i'll freee!
however those non-dnt students finishes their paper today.
and all was like suan-ing us lahs. ): how sad.
nevermind. at least got time study for that paper.
hope i can have great result, which i feel that i would get a1 due to artefact however people say can ._.
seriously, if i were the teacher, i dont feel that it's a a1 product.
whatever it is, i will studyhard & THAT'S THE END OF N LEVELS!!!!
how shoik (*

bring me out of the hectic city and into a world of fantasies

though it isnt going to last but at least there's the memories

people say forget the past and walk into the present

so whats the point of studying history which rubs the wound of others

you will say it's to let us know our mistakes and will learn from it

but how many people changes after history has happen

and who can really forget the past and walk into the present

how many people brought their fears to overcome all the past

which they never even say a word

but in the inside they cried because of unspoken reasons

which nobody even knows.

why just can people live in peace

why must people think evil -ly

why people discriminates

why there so much troubles

ahhhhhhhhh

whatever it is, i gotta study now co's it the last paper(:

enjoy!

2007-10-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a day off, we had fun. playing and pushing ard.

however i didnt studied today either ):

bad isnt it.

gonna flunk liaos.

lol

study those chim things bahs, theory, i'll study in my dreams.

lol

i'm not joking okays.

i think my mums a bit wierd. but somehow i cant figure it out

anw changes does always mean that it's bad.

anw treating us better .

but i dont get use to it ._.

but i'll cherish!

suddenly i miss my grandpa,

how are you doing?

seriously, i never really talk much to him

he only uncles and daddy, they really had much to talk, b'cos we only meet 3times in a yr.

newyr, grandpa&ma's birthday, that's all.

during new year we all playing with cousin or not sitting down listening to what the adults are talking abt.

hahas, i still rmb, its all fire crackers and poppers we are playing with and taking angbaos frm relatives.

it's only this year my parents meet grandpa more, but not us.

i just went once to see him before he left, seriously i had also nothing to say to him, nothing much to talk abt, i dont even dare to talk. just see what he needs and help him with it.

seeing him in pain and i couldnt help, i feel so useless at that moment.

however, though his not here with us now.

his still living in my heart, always.

his left had changed my dad too.

hahas, there's also a chnge in my house

just like the world.

seriously, the worls chnging lots.

i turn on the news and it's all floods, typoons, and bad stuffs.

whats happening to the world.

who really knows.

anws, i cant change anything, just do my part & i got to study right now.

bye,

even the smalls things changes

2007-10-06T14:43:00.000+08:00

what a humid day
gonna go swimming
hmps, hasnt been swimming since
last year already, lol
sure gonna turn bad after today.
lol

alrights, update soon, bye!

every new lesson learned is wisdom gained (:

2007-10-05T22:38:00.000+08:00

it's been time since i've blog ,
rawr.

lol
everyone's been studying
at mac , some even tonning,
however, when i see mac
i sian liaos .
just like school ._.

two more paper to end of n'lvl
so afraid of the results can
):
history paper sure gone case de lor
sians .

has been coming home late this few day
very very wet
due to playing bball.
lol.

seriously, have i think too much?
having weird dreams like running and running
miles in a movie ._.

alrights enjoy people! BYE

&hold the time /

2007-09-29T18:13:00.000+08:00

sian to the max lahsssss.
& the weather is hot to the max lahssss.
rawrss

my day 60 ,
woke up ard 10.3oam
slacking ard then ent mac study.
9 chapts liaos.
hohos.
1 0ct start exams liaos
woos~
sians but also finish soon
hahas, we got like so many holidays lahs.
jealous mah?
hahas.

yesterday,
i went back home.
then went market with mum,
sist came to meet us.
then had luch at mac.
and something real funny happened.
mum want to say stain she say stink!
then my exams finishing at 9 oct then she say shock?
we also shock, lol
then she say not shock, is shoik!
all rolf lahs!
then nothing much.

so so, that all dude .

ttr:

sleep is what you need!

2007-09-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

back!
hahas.

no really missing okays.
& not your comp spoil okays.
lol

._.
today's lantern'sfestival~
woos..
nth much though,

schools super duper sian to the max lahs

& from your eyes

i know that you know

you aint that stupid right

hahas.

&you are not the only one observing!

2007-09-22T13:48:00.000+08:00

how sians, everyone is mugging really hard for exams,

n's / o's /eoy .

anw goodluck& study real hard!

& in the end , just let it be.

2007-09-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

whoaaaaaaaaaa :
): the feeling bud me so badly /

but
but
but
but
it's all .

so .

that why .

then .

hence .

so its all created by me
._.

how jiao~

shld i?
- x
- -
- /

lol

& i'm so obssesed with rose red tea.

lol

2007-09-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

didnt turn up for school today,
opps.
hahas, woke up ard 10.30
slack then tidy my table,
hahas *miracle.
then yueh called,
ask to go mac ,
did 4 chapt of physic.
woo~ lol

then played ball/ slack/chill
& now blogging.
school tmr. just want pe,
hahas. play!

my stamina sucks lahs.
):
how sad.

& dont do that if you dont mean it.

2007-09-17T19:24:00.000+08:00

time just passes by so fast this year isnt it,
many many happened.
i have so many what ifs in my head,
but no point mentioning isnt it,
since its already over.

hais, soon will have to face the world out there,
it may seem easy,
but how many sacrifices have been made?

& things changing too,
random random.

a world w/o sun

warmth

love.

2007-09-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

& if ,

i do met it.

schs' sian to the max.

however n'lvls coming

._.

so afraid cans

however class is still fun!

alrgt shall stp here!

2007-09-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

what do you see?

though the sky is real dark but

it will be a great place to be

so much peaceful isnt it.

so suddenly i feel so like eating,

awws.

crabs, crayfish , the fry mee suan...

awws, shall not mention any further.

lol ._.

2007-09-12T16:27:00.000+08:00

& let it rain ,

to wash away the bad memories,

to wake me up frm those nightmares,

break those fantasies,,,

what's with me?

*raise eyebrow

i'm not sure either.

i lost the necklace which i just bought

._. / ):

how clumsy.

xams are coming, i so scare that i'm sick

or something happen,

like migrane? like the other time.

that's bad you see.

but anw, i going out tmr!

yeahs, shop shop! how shiok.

hahas.

alright! shall end hereeeeeeeeee .

BYE! (((*

2007-09-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

things may happen,
i just dont know why people like *
say those kind of thing to discord
things up. it's true i said that,
i dont deny it.
but i told you this because i trust you,
but, you told ppl abt it, is it true that humans
cannot keep things to themselves.
it's like the world you cant trust anyone,
except yourself. so what the point telling ppl
to say things which are kept within themselves.
they are just letting themselves out, letting ppl
to see themselves. what's the point of it anw?

i dont mean that theres' no one i can trust.
and everything is just onesided now/
&maybe i shall not trust * so easily!

maybe some will say,
that's a part of life.
& maybe is the choices that leads to those consequences.

&things really go chaos without rules?

2007-09-04T18:19:00.000+08:00

& so,
they never meant that at all
not a single one.
that's fate? destiny? life?

or is it that the time has not ripe.
& therefore it's all a child's play!

N LEVELS_2007

3sep: CHINESE P1 & 2

quite simple i shld say?

4sep: C .LC & CH .SS

ers, the LC was quite tricky and the SS was fine?

anw results will show.

there's a funny guy, i thought he finish his paper

and he was sleeping, but the woke up a few minutes later

before the paper ends, and he said, wah i know how

to do want lehs. but actually, he think for the answer

till he sleep ._.

lol

miserable ships!

2007-08-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

& it's time has shown,

hasnt been blogging,
hmphs, gotten
all the prelims results back already,
it's better than i've thought, as i missed
two papers.
it's just less than a week to prelims,
gotta buck up les,

lol, ppl in my class are so into pokemon
._.
hahas,
sians, exams exams & still examsss

2007-08-23T15:09:00.000+08:00

prelims coming to an end!
probably this n'lvl prelims the worst
exam i've ever taken man~
._.
sick and feeling unwell.
boo,
i think the only subj i think i'll do
well in is only dnt bahs.
poa . gone case
the rest ?
hahas,

n'lvls coming in a weeks time?
P1 (s)
gbm!

those days.

2007-08-19T18:11:00.000+08:00

it's sunday,
it's the end of a week.
and a beginning of the other.
ouhs, i missed my his and chem prelims one fri.
hahas, i also dunno what will happen.
so lets see what the teacher, or sch says.
went to the doctor and he said i didnt have
enough rest and migraine ?
i feel like banging the wall lahs, a i vomitted like 3 times,
ewws.
so, i went home ate some food and slept, 2 time in a row.
after that on sat, i also sleep, much better today,
hohos, seven o'clock is coming, hahas.
super boring cans.
ers, tmr's paper is english and maths,
i shall revise before i sleep.

& whn i close my eyes,

all i see is //

2007-08-15T20:43:00.000+08:00

was damn busy for the past few days.
but, 4A1's always bring laughter,
hahas. IQMAL, super joker mans.
hahas, SUPERMAN ._.

&today's the first day of prelims,
its P1 today,
SS and POA2 tmr.
goodluck to me lahs.
like finally i've completed my folio.
hahas, just have to fill in the content page and
its completed!
hahas, and today some one mentioned what ive
said a few weeks back. lol
if im not wrong youzhi said he want to jump
off the building because of something
and it's 16 stories. then i said damai only
has 4 stories so you have to jump 4 times.
._. i was like laughing like mad lahs,

another one yesterday.
i was like walking around to find a sharpener,
weiliong has it, the i saw what his writing,
and before that nabilah said that my
handwriting was small, then i told him, your
handwriting so small small than mine,
the marker needs to use a mircoscope.
*those heard was laughing,
shld be magnifying glass,
hahas, he say want to see bacteria huhs.

lol, i actually mix up all the apparatus,
theres still one incident of this,
xiu, mer nd i was talking abt canoeing stuff,
the i wanted to say binoculars, i then said
telescope instead, like lol
they say you want to see boat or stars.
lol
how stupid.
hahas, alrights.

shall end here.

&things always happen on me ,

the will of one.

2007-08-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

hmphhs, what a day.

i went ard searching for it,
but, it didnt seems it's my luck.
):
how sad.
anw, i gonna search them tmr!
wish me luck. (:
*hais
i feel so bad.
really bad,
there's too much way,
too much choices,
i choose to think it my own way,
but theres always people ard
telling my choice is wrong.
which made me in a big dilemma.
why thing just couldnt go just
one way through.

& because of fear , many

things are left undone.

2007-08-10T15:27:00.000+08:00

& yeaps.

it's all new.

however i'm still me!

hahas.

though this blog's url

is , xenophobic.

but i'm not alrights,

hahas.

without contradictions

dont sound nice as,

humans do contradicts a times.

yeahs, xenophobic sound

nicer, & much more special .

n' lvls prelims ard the corner,

shall study, and complete my

folio, xp / x0

alrights, enjoy your stay!